You are much more capable than what you think you are,
Amid uncertainty and how upside down your world now, believe it that you have the power to go through.
Maybe you feel rough inside, from all the mixed feelings that you have, but remember, your heart is much more than that.
You have the self enable button to think, to do, and to decide the best decision that you can.
Not only the decision for yourself, your family, your impact in office/workplace, your society, and also your bigger surround.

If you feel doubt, just take a moment for a while. Take a deep breath. Slow down your pace.
It doesn’t mean that you fail, fear, and far from success.
Maybe you just need a moment to reflect to gain back your power.
Maybe you are just too exhausted for giving all. Maybe its time to give it to yourself.
Maybe now its time to make sure, to believe in the power of you.

If now you are surrounded by the judgment and the fear of not meeting the society expectation, please behold.
You don’t need to validate all of that factors that pressure you. You are more than that. You are not entitled at all to do all of that.
Again, you are you, don’t be rush on making you be just as others want you to be.
It might feel hard to even breath to know the fact you live surrounded with unkind words and constant expectation toward you.
But please, behold, listen to your inner voice that now might slightly smear because of the voice of the crowds.
Take a moment to the quiet place, to get contact again with your truer voice. The one that always there to lead you, the one that always there that you wanna talk to.
The one that knows you better unlike any other else.

If you now fear that you don’t fit in your society, remember the only space you should feel comfortable is within your body, soul, and mind.
Let’s enable the comfortable mind, body, and soul to be your true home to live in. Let’s enable a healthy heart, mind, body, and soul.
These are the synergy you need to stand strong and walking through your society.
Please be kind of your skin, body, mind, mental, heart, and soul. The only being that understands and supports yourself before standing to others, is yourself.
Let that outsider voice of pressure stand outside. Let us make sure that our base is strong first, inside and out.

Now, let’s take time really to be kind to yourself.
You are kind to you not for others to befall for you, but yourself.
You are giving love also not to attract others, but for yourself.
You are careful not to please others, but for yourself.

Now when you feel enough to yourself, how does it feel?
Does it feel good to call yourself a home?

Jakarta, September 17th 2020